Blow Me A Kiss And I Shall Be Yours Forever

since the slimming programme and the strict diet, i have lost 6kg overall in 4 weeks which is such a disappointment. i was hopping i would lose like maybe 10 or more since i either only eat once a day or not a meal in a single day. yet, to my despair, i have yet to achieve what i call a success in dieting.

i am feeling frustrated and angry. i dun wanna go back to indonesia looking still the same old me but something like.. lighter? well, the doctor say this is due to the fact that i have now gained the ideal weight so the body has slowed down the losing weight determination. which is bad!

to make things worse, kw made me so angry today eventhough he is so far away. imagine that. life sux.. most probably cos TOMORROW'S GHOST FESTIVAL!

this is sonya praba...da bday gurl!
these are my newly introduced frens except for cheryl which i knew from high skol..
this is me with my 7th glass of wine..
this is patric chua tryin to feel the taste of cold hard liquor down his throat.. haha..
this is the chocolate bouquet i made for her!

this is so funny!! the reason why im uploading this because i wan u guys to see bay's new side burn...notice it being so long.. and funky...

mine actually does taste nice eventhough the colors and the way they presented it sucked..
look.. im having frost bite in my mouth.. brain freeze...
its at ss15.. some place to eat super nice tong sui.. taiwanese style..

khar weoi came down to KL to be with me during my bday.. he was so sweet.. first he got me a ring in tomei which has a really really huge diamond in the middle then he went and got me a guess bag as wel... i would rekon he save the money instead..
i love you baby... thanks for the flowers and the gifts.. i reli love it!!


thanks to my family.. they brought me out to hv thai food..it was a dirty looking resto despite we wore so nice but the food were superb..

since back for sem break, my parents have spent nearly rm 4k on me.. neeta's herbal hair care expert (rm 1800), Diamond Contour Biomesosculpture - Firm Body Sculpting in skin specialist (rm 1500) and my cosmetics (rm 1600)..

well the second one is actually my weight lost management programme where they kill off my fat cells.. like liposuction but this is external.. liposculpting.. hopefully it works on me la.. but from the internet the work is amazing..

now im taking duramine and mediaxil to control my weight.. cos since i went back to indonesia 6 months ago, i put on 8 kg! imagine that.. heartbreaking i know..

but nvm! confident i will lose it even more by the time i go back to indonesia.. pray hard!! keke..

then this is the me now.. fuck anot.. what kinda hair style is this la.. make me look so old.. like a young gurl trying to look older..